Kylie Moore-Gilbert says the nightmarish 804 days she spent wrongfully incarcerated in an Iranian prison drew her closer to her adopted religion of Judaism.
Then a lecturer in Middle Eastern studies at Melbourne University, Moore-Gilbert was arrested at Tehran airport in September 2018 after attending an academic conference, just as she was about to board her flight home to Australia.
Iran’s Islamic Revolutionary Guard Corps (IRGC) had discovered her then husband Ruslan Hodorov was a dual Russian-Israeli citizen, which contributed to Moore-Gilbert’s arrest on the trumped-up charge of espionage. Among the various accusations thrown at her was that she was a spy for Israel, a spy for Australia and that Hodorov was a Mossad agent.
She survived months of solitary confinement and relentless interrogation in Tehran’s notorious Evin prison, before she was handed the maximum sentence of 10 years during a farcical trial that presented zero evidence against her.
“Without any hope whatsoever you just spiral very quickly into a really dark place”
“Because there was no spotlight and there was no attempt by anybody to verify what was going on in the court or report on the legal proceedings, they got away with the most ridiculous sham trial you can imagine,” Moore-Gilbert told The AJN this week, ahead of her appearance at a WIZO morning tea in Sydney next Tuesday.
She had already spent 12 months in prison before reports of her arrest emerged and now, two years after her release, Moore-Gilbert has revealed the horrific details of her ordeal in her memoir, The Uncaged Sky.
“It was cathartic for me to tell my story in my own words, but at the same time I feel a duty to tell my story for the other prisoners left behind,” she said.
“Some of them told me, Kylie, please use your voice, speak out, tell the world what’s happening because we can’t.”
Moore-Gilbert has dedicated her book to two of her cellmates, Niloufar Bayani and Sepideh Kashani, environmental activists who remain in jail. Their friendship and support, from covert communication to hunger strikes in solidarity, was crucial to her survival, she said.
“We created a little bubble, a little community of our own in the prison,” she said.
“We were able to learn together and enjoy each other’s company and distract each other from the harsh reality of what we were all facing.”
But there were moments when she lost all hope, particularly when she went months without any information about what was being done to try to free her.
“Without any hope whatsoever you just spiral very quickly into a really dark place,” she said.
“Some of them told me, Kylie, please use your voice, speak out, tell the world what’s happening because we can’t”
“There were a few points when I had that feeling, but I managed to drag myself out of it and I didn’t inhabit that despair for long, which I’d seen others do.”
As ‘punishment’ for one of her outbursts Moore-Gilbert had no contact with her family for over six months, but that turned out to be something of a blessing.
“Not speaking to the outside world was a relief because it stopped me psychologically from drawing myself back there and reflecting on what I was missing out on,” she said.
“It would be really painful for me to hear about people’s lives back home. Just being disconnected was a relief in a way because I could just focus on the here and now in the prison and try and block out any thoughts of home.”
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